Confessions: (Friday the 13th huh?)

Every so often, I have things and thoughts that I want to put on paper. Often, there are things I would love to post in my blog…. Interesting things. Funny things. Boring things. Private things. Intelligent Thoughts. Inspirational things… But for the longest while, I have been afraid. Afraid of not saying the right words. Afraid of giving this blog a depiction of things that are not ultimately important to me. Afraid that I won’t be praising God enough. Afraid of disappointing anyone who reads my articles and leaves with nothing, no lesson. Zilch. Afraid that those close to me, will read my writings and perceive me in a predisposed perspective. But most of all, I am sorely afraid of writing things that will steal from the reader an opportunity to learn more about God… about His love, His grace and mercy as delineated in the real world.

Nonetheless, as I stay sheathed in my fear; waiting for the right moment to happen for me to write, I realized that am slowly stealing time from myself. I mean the whole point of my  blog was to share about these things, right? Even a Christian has her light moments… and am sure in between, beneath and amidst it all you’ll see God – Because ultimately, He is omnipotent, yes? So here goes an array of my diverse writings. Think of it as a learning experience for both me and you. Allow me to use this platform to understand what works for me, in regards to writing… and well life in general. Because I promise you, am never stopping this form of speaking from a subjective – me, myself and I – perspective.

I never want those that are close to me, to search in vain for my thoughts and opinions on subject matters. I never want time, space or distance to be a limiting factor.  … Like I did with Stiv. “Stiv honestly? No one even bothered to write “R.I.P” on your wall? Why? {sigh, you make me miss d. You make me, actually, want time to go back for a second. For Saidi to pick on me again using your name. I honestly miss you two. …yeah, I’ve never admitted this. I don’t think about these things you know. But e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g happens for GOOD to them that LOVE God and are CALLED to His purpose… don’t worry, I am fine.}.

So here goes...  :)